Seven Lesbians and a Bar of Soap
I've had seven so far. Maybe more. China plinks ice into my overfull glass. The volume of liquid suggests the number is irrelevant.
I've had too much too drink, and it's long past midnight.
Red light on her cheeks, bones like porcelain, China's African dance tunes beat the air like molten syrup. She closes the ranch-slider on June night light, dark as pencil lead.
Leilani pecks China on the cheek, proprietorial. Leilani's hair is streaked with bottled sun. China's is as black as swans. I want to touch it with my lips until it squeaks.
Sugar lights a cigarette and dances to a tune in her head.
Sugar sweet petit fours and Pavlova topped with kiwi-fruit line up for attention on china dessert plates. I sip my gin and tonic; the bitter bite of quinine no stranger to my palate.
I want more.
China pours me another. The thump-thump-thump of blood somewhere near my middle ear warns me to stop. Lines of lemon decorate the starboard side of the cocktail bar. She squeezes citrus into the blackness of my glass.
"Sweet as," I say, and she slips a slice of green fruit studded with seeds into my mouth.
Leilani pulls China away, her fingers laced through her lover's. She tugs her towards the light, away from me.
"I forgot the starter," she says. "Give me a hand." With graceless moves, Leilani assembles ceviche. Knife on board. Chop. Her finger oozes blood, telltale streaks of red on white flesh. Fennel fronds and coriander sprinkled like rags over the fish.
Fait accompli. Bon appétit.
But it's too late. Leilani is too late.
Teri's netball-toned leg protrudes from a dog-brown blanket on the sofa.
"Where's Helen?" she asks, her waking voice is treacle thick. She waves away the dish Leilani offers.
Maxine and Sugar refuse the fish too. Their teeth skitter like tambourines. A smattering of dust under noses tells a story they're not ready to share.
The ceviche is untouched.
It's definitely too late.
Sugar changes the music. The singer's dusty tones match the frisson of want in the air. Does Sugar know what's happening? She dances with Maxine's head on her shoulder. They rotate like twin engines.
"Did anyone see Helen?" Teri asks again, delirious with sleep. A line of women, shoes on, shoes off, locate the buzz from the bedroom, like rats in a Skinner box.
The hum of Helen's Lelo crescendoes in ursine waves. Her cries sound like fur between teeth.
"Who's she with?" Teri growls. Leilani checks for China's presence, accounted for by virtue of a hand in hers. We count the line of women with our eyes. We count ourselves. Teri, Leilani, China, Sugar, Maxine and me.
"She's on her own," Maxine smiles, her teeth white against her skin, dark as Africa. We tiptoe away.
"Hey! The spa-pool! Let's go in." Teri's bright demeanor brought on to mask her embarrassment. En route, we drop clothes, black, red and party-white, discarded like spent weapons. We jump into the pool, watch its level rise. The cycle of lights, yellow, lime, emerald, cornflower, violet, red like disaster, orange, kōwhai yellow and back to the colour of fruit China pushed into my lips.
Helen appears, her face oval with satisfaction. She slops into the pool.
China wears designer lingerie, like she knew this was going to happen. I stare at the delicate ridge of her collarbone and hope the transparency of my desire is smothered by splashes and inattention. The jets roar into action and a head of foam builds like packaging against the sides of the tub. It accumulates between seven bodies, glistening like fish, cubes of fish in a box. It expands until there is no watery meniscus. The cold kiss of night air makes no impact on warm bodies.
The foam grows.
"Did someone put soap in here?" Leilani hisses. "Turn the jets off." A wall of froth threatens to suffocate us. Sugar's fingers slip on the controls. The lights go out. A rabbit's tail of suds climbs towards my nose. I think China winks at me through tufts of foam, though it's hard to tell in the dark.
There's a splash. Leilani screams. And in the tangle of limbs that ensues, the serpentine curl of fingers in mine assures me I have not imagined tonight.
China's eyes lock on mine as she squeezes my hand.
And the foam climbs, until it tips out in ermine waves.